April is a Month of Acute Pressure

Your monthly Metaphysical Forecast by Andrew Kutchera

In his poem, “The Wasteland,” T.S. Eliot characterized April as the cruelest month. Certainly that characterization may feel apt as you experience an intense squeeze, prompting you to make substantial changes. Know that profound liberation and happiness exist on the other side of your proaction. Sidestepping or resisting will be futile, as karmic contracts are coming due. You might find that relationships, living situations, career dynamics, or institutions buckle under the pressure and require profound transformation. Remind yourself that you are fully supported, as you take deliberate steps toward new beginnings. Release what doesn’t feel sustaining. 

Many of us are eager to socialize, yet balance will be key. This past year has allowed us to access internal spaces of deep healing, and our processes are not over. It will be important to reflect, as your higher self asks for patience. Acknowledge your ego and then postpone what it demands. Try spending time with your five senses – with food, baths and gentle movement. We are each learning to embrace our human selves afresh. You might even feel like a kid again, full of fantasies and desires to explore within your own creative sphere. Indulge in this space.

As you engage with others, whether near or far, remember to be as agile as possible. In this time of profound transition, some may unload their emotions on you, mostly to assuage their own anxieties. Draw a firm mental boundary, as you slip away. Similarly, you will likely have tremendous passion to pursue your goals. Go for it, but don’t let your own worries mandate detailed outcomes. Practice non-grasping and allow your vision to unfold with the mood of the moment. Remember the aforementioned support, which will be angelic as well as human. Celebrate remarkable serendipity as it occurs, and welcome more magical meetings.

A key theme this month will be integrity. We have seen astonishing stories and more revelations are coming. For those of us who try to do the right thing, open your arms to big rewards. Others, however, will encounter difficult lessons. We are going to see the values of others under a harsh light. Honor their path in a detached way. Forgive them if you can.

Interpersonal strain will be intense, as we bring our high expectations to this emerging new world. Whatever rubs you the wrong way is directing you elsewhere. Know that we are each in the midst of a radical and raw reinvention. Focus on keeping your cup full rather than chasing what is illusory. This quote could be a welcome affirmation.:

You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection. — Buddha

Here are some questions to ask yourself: where in my life am I feeling pressure to change course? Can I honor my persistent soul guidance, even if it requires substantial revamping of the status quo? Can take deliberate steps on this new path, despite any emotional wobbles? What type of social activity feels nourishing? Can I parse out when to say yes or no, knowing that alone time will deepen my own healing? What types of creative spaces feel joyful, even if they are just for daydreaming? When sticky social situations arise, can I note my own needs and pivot to protect them? Can I continue to nurture my own enthusiasm without becoming trapped by absolute outcomes? Can I welcome otherworldly synchronicities, as I dance with unseen? Who do I need to forgive in order to lighten my emotional burden? How can I love myself more deeply as I travel on this incredible earthly odyssey? Wishing you a wonderful month.

Judgement / Wheel of Fortune / Ace of Cups / Knight of Cups

Andrew Kutchera is a graphic designer, educator, and artist.  He’s a 2018 IDA Silver Medalist and AIGA Los Angeles Board Member.  You can find his tarot and spiritual updates on Instagram at @restinoneness

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